Wednesday, October 21, 2009

sighs... sorry for not updating for a period of time...

A.S.K... wats friend... sumone who cares for you or sumone whom you rely on when you are in sum "situation"? i realli dun get it... today damn sad.... totalli like tio ignored by my friends... Do they realli care? Nvm.. i guess they dont... i was like seating all A.L.O.N.E in class today... and they were discussing things away from me... (left out)... T n T.
Are friends true? or jus sumone you can tok to when you are out of your house?
today was realli sad... realli realli sad... i dun think i even speak more then 10 sentences today...
always wanted sumone who realli treat me as real friends... nvr leave me out; always crazy together... but no chance...
E.V.E.N when i left sch no one said anything to me... no one... i realli dun like the feeling when friend"S" totally ignores me... or dun tok to me... everytime i think of this... sumthing cross my mind(and im not going to say it)...
Issit true that friends realli have fun together and share the laughters? True when we laugh together and had fun... but when comes to being sad and alone... no one cares or bothers...
Are they realli "true" friends? or jus having fun wif me when they feel like and dump me away when they dun even care...
They realli give me a feeling that... although we hangout together... but we may not be....
F.R.I.E.N.D.S seriously doubting wat they realli are... cant seem to understand why....
maybe im being petty and childish.... i dunnoe... realli dunnoe... tell me wat i should do...

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