Monday, July 16, 2012

Why?

What is wrong with you?
Only a mere concern, regrets.

I have no means of arguing with you, why in the world would you think im retaliating against you?
You live in your long past life, with all those old and ridiculous teachings. You did not even do anything that is of any use to guide me through my life, maybe when i was young, but never now. You give superficial stuffs, only money, you think is the mightiest that anyone deserve.
Total disappointment.

What have you even done to think you deserve any respect from anyone? You, in the first place, did not show any respect. Comparing yourself against me, don't you feel ashamed? You are a senior citizen already, for god sake, other than saying me, what do you have to say for yourself? You always carry this thought that the young MUST always respect the elders, yes i agree, but HEY, people taught me that you have to earn the respect by respecting others first.

Its been so many years, you have not changed a single bit, in fact it got worst. Everyone have to give in your way, you are never wrong, you are the mightiest, that's what I believe you think you are. Have you ever, ever reflect on your own character?

People say like father, like son.
No, I never ever would want to be like you, and I'm scared, so scared i would transform into something so horrible like you, arrogant and selfish. I've always tried not to trigger your temper, you never care, you never care how all the others think about you, you live in your own selfish world.

Even now I'm typing here, you are raging behind me, with all those foul languages, scolding like no one's business, saying stuffs without thinking. So long as you win the argument, you don't care the feelings of others, not refine at all, really.

Why is it the case that i always envy friends around me?
I always feel they have a much fortunate family than i do, why?
Looking at a son running along a random street towards his dad, holding his hand, I always feel an ache in my heart. Why is it only you that makes everything impossible, cant you just be normal?
Honestly, I would prefer spending time at my friends place to mine, but its rude to do that all the time, i know, this is the reason i chose to go home extremely late whenever I'm out.
You are the cause for what i am now.

I will live my own life, its never anyone's business to care what i do or what i yearn for. Trust me, there's a limit to everyone patience, if there's any chance right now, I would leave, you don't have to say it, its my pleasure.

You are not worth my concern anymore, it never came out good, With you around, you make me don't feel like living anymore. No moral support from you since young, I give up.




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